HELLO. yesterday, i thought of killing myself, finishing myself off, committing suicide, just jump and DIE. why? cause i wasnt feeling that great. i felt that none of my friends really understood me. and yeah, i was a little depressed that no one cares about me. or rather, my CLASSMATES DO NOT care about me. then i remembered the nice aunties at church, they love me a lot. i can tell. as for school, my classmates are all so caught up in their own lives. people of different cliques. when you try to mix with them, talk to them, you'll be accused of trying desperately to fit in their group. why cant everyone just be friends with each other and not bother about whether you will be accepted by them? then i started to think that the reason people ignore me is because that i do not take the initiative to talk to them. and maybe because i have taken my friends for granted, which is why they are not happy to be around me. i even thought of a plan to die. first, i'll print out surveys for everyone in my class and ask them waht they think about me. then, i'll give out sweets as a token of appreciation for their honesty. at recess, when everyone has left the classroom, i would jump. THEN, i realised that GOD LOVES ME. it doesnt matter if the rest of the world hates me, after all, he sent his son to die for me. well, after i prayed, i began cursing satan for planting waht a ridiculous thought into my head.
uh huh. and i felt really stupid for thinking that. i decided to be really nice to the people in my class the next day and distribute m&ms to them. well, then in the middle of doing my chinese tuition homework, i rushed down to the kitchen only to realise that my mum had given them all to her students. and oh yes, i thought about the whole sucide plan in the middle of doing that assessment excercise. so obviously i had spent 1 ½ hours staring at the same comprehension passage and the same line. okay, so no m&ms. i decided to give sweets instead. but sadly, i had only enough to give to the girls in my class. lol. anyway, today was great. i had fun with grace and gang. they made me feel appreciated. im glad i didnt jump.

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huiyan meixuan geena justin joeline
lydia melissa liling jane vicki
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HELLO. yesterday, i thought of killing myself, finishing myself off, committing suicide, just jump and DIE. why? cause i wasnt feeling that great. i felt that none of my friends really understood me. and yeah, i was a little depressed that no one cares about me. or rather, my CLASSMATES DO NOT care about me. then i remembered the nice aunties at church, they love me a lot. i can tell. as for school, my classmates are all so caught up in their own lives. people of different cliques. when you try to mix with them, talk to them, you'll be accused of trying desperately to fit in their group. why cant everyone just be friends with each other and not bother about whether you will be accepted by them? then i started to think that the reason people ignore me is because that i do not take the initiative to talk to them. and maybe because i have taken my friends for granted, which is why they are not happy to be around me. i even thought of a plan to die. first, i'll print out surveys for everyone in my class and ask them waht they think about me. then, i'll give out sweets as a token of appreciation for their honesty. at recess, when everyone has left the classroom, i would jump. THEN, i realised that GOD LOVES ME. it doesnt matter if the rest of the world hates me, after all, he sent his son to die for me. well, after i prayed, i began cursing satan for planting waht a ridiculous thought into my head.
uh huh. and i felt really stupid for thinking that. i decided to be really nice to the people in my class the next day and distribute m&ms to them. well, then in the middle of doing my chinese tuition homework, i rushed down to the kitchen only to realise that my mum had given them all to her students. and oh yes, i thought about the whole sucide plan in the middle of doing that assessment excercise. so obviously i had spent 1 ½ hours staring at the same comprehension passage and the same line. okay, so no m&ms. i decided to give sweets instead. but sadly, i had only enough to give to the girls in my class. lol. anyway, today was great. i had fun with grace and gang. they made me feel appreciated. im glad i didnt jump.